So.. right now, the most complicated decision in my life is whether I should write Yas#a or not. I miss her. I miss her laughter. I miss making her laugh. I miss her making me laugh. I miss us. .. I miss her.
Or do I really? I do. I can never bring her home.. its too much for anyone to handle. Anyone normal I mean. Not that I’ve given anyone a real chance.. but its gotta be. (right.)
What’s happening in her life? I want to know.. Coz.. if there was something going on.. someone going on.. I’d do the gallant thing..back out. But otherwise, I’d take my chances.. Coz he’d probably be better for her anyway..I think. She wouldn’t fit into my family. Her family would not understand..
Typical .. so goddam typical of you. Always have to play it safe. Bah, you bore me.
